Feelings

I've got a lot of feelings building up with in me.  Sadness, fear, excitement and it all comes flooding in at once.  I think too much about life after baby is born, about my job, about my husband and I's relationship.  It doesn't help that I am 10 hours away from all of my family but with my husband being in the military, there's nothing I can do about it until he comes back from deployment at the end of 2013.  Then there's that...I want to continue to work so I don't go insane from not being able to talk with another adult (other than my father-in-law).  So I have to look in to how much the daycare costs in town.  I only plan to work part time in the mornings.  So I would still have time to be with my baby.  But with me working while he's on deployment, it would also give us the chance to save up to buy a different house either down here or back where my family is...